Life is dark, and harsh, and pain, and dark, and blood, with no end in sight for any of us. We wallow together in this unending pit of misery and hurt. No one is with us, no one is close to us, no one listens. Share your tales of the blood and disgust unending of the wolves of society, hunting us, shattering us. No escape. No repair. Today was a day unending. Shades flowing through the howling stench of a rotten world. A world paining me. No relief from anywhere. No help from anyone. A day of boiling nothing and pus of abandonment, alone in a world uncaring.
A boiling sea of uncaring hatred, a slum pit of despair and unhappyness. Trapped with the blood of a dying world, the carcass of human society.
Dear sc2f, Mood: Apathetic. My life is spiraling downward. I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert, which sucks 'cause they played some of my favourite songs... like Stab My Heart Out Because I Love You, Rip Apart My Soul, and of course Stabby Rip Stab Stab. And it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thingy either, like that guy from that band can do... Some days, y'know... I'm an emo kid, nonconforming as can be. You'd be nonconforming too if you looked just like me! I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face- I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs! 'Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag, I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a ***. 'Cause our dudes look like chicks, and our chicks look like dykes, 'Cause emo is one step below transvestite! Etc. Good song.
A greeting wail from beyond the veil, beyond what defines me, from a conformer, from beyond the veil, from darkness and hell. From hatred and despair. No hope.
I can only see darkness in the road ahead of us. The future blurred to keep us hoping but only to be disappointed upon realization that only death awaits us.
